Okay well this is my public journal. Which means anybody can view it. My other journal attackoframpage Is for me and my friends that i hang out on a regular bases. If you would like to be added to it. Then i guess we gotta become better friends buddy. But this one is probably just going to be a journal where i vent and so. So if you have a problem with it. Then ha that sucks for you. Anyways.. Lately My life has been really good. I don't even know why. It has just been awesome. Then today i was really depressed for some reason.
I woke up in a bad mood. Then i had to go to school. All the fuckin preppy people pissed me off there so that made me in another bad mood.
I was in a bad mood because my FAVORITE aunt and uncle were down from texas for a day and i didn't even getta talk to them that much, and i didn't get to say bye. Kinda broke my heart but hey lots of things break my heart. Im a "emo" kid i guess you could say. I don't really care to much about labels. Why can't we just see people as people. It's kinda bullshit. Oh well right. The world still go's around and around.
I was in a horribly horrid mood today. I was home alone for awhile. In this hour i ended up throwing myself down on the bathroom floor. And i fuckin cried and cried and screamed and cried and pretty much threw a fit. But oh well. i needed it. Then i ran to the kitchen grabbed a knife i held it in my hand for awhile.. Thinking what i should do with this thing. I was gonna cut myself again. But then i was like. No i can't be doing this my whole life. so i put it back. Then i went and got on the internet talk to cooter. Cooter makes me really happy and he doesn't even know it. He's an awesome friend. It would be cool if he was more, but im not complaining. Im glad he's my friend. I just wanna know what he feels about me. With my luck he probably thinks im stupid depressed emo kid that needs a life.
I hate guys. There are so many stupid fucks out there. Likecalciumfree He was really nice to me when we first started talking. Telling me that he wanted to make me happy and he was always gonna be there. And that he loved me. That kinda weirded me out but i knew he meant it in a Friend way. Which was very cool. Then he decided to BLOCK me. Yeah BLOCK me. I thought that was kinda bullshit. I guess im just a loser.
321 is probably the most boring thing there is in the tri-cities. And i don't care who throws a fit about it coughinyourwayturn cough. Sucks for her i guess. See ya</span>